Dec 2, 2013

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Surrounded by broken glass, had the vase shattered once more.
Like wet sand had the speckles splintered my blood soaked fingers,
Holding my heart, filling the holes, scraping the surface to find a new layer
A new me, hidden under the scarred flesh, my precious Pride stood across the room, frozen.
The mirror I once admired, darkness reflected before me
Where had my Motivation fled?
Chaos no longer dances with me, all of what that was the crowd now against the wall, staring.
My heart, rid of crying, complaining, cursing and criticizing, all but a fragile bulb filled with hurt
Too tight and it shall melt away onto the dust this vase once was

Too loose and it shall fall into the wrong hands

Nov 22, 2013

Free Of Pain

Hang me out to the wind and reveal my broken skin
Bruises deep within, only scratches are left for proof
All that show who I am, I am not me
I am not who you think I may be, because of these
All that display who I have been
I am not defined by them but they are all you see

Hidden behind the veins of hurt
I am no longer beautiful
My heart no longer bleeds
My eyes no longer cry for love
My body, broken by your words
My hands, they cover my shame

Sunny days, now painful
And the clouds remind me of my wounds
All of that I am I cannot be anymore
I am broken and no longer deserve to be
Free of my wounds
Free of my shame
Free of your words
Free of pain

Free of me, who I used to be

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