Day 71...
It's become more suspicious to me about where I am standing in this relationship. Lack of communication has become a bigger problem now and a lot is being said now that I should move on with someone else.
"Never allow someone to be your priority while allowing yourself to be their option."
I came across that yesterday (Day 70)...I wonder, am I still his priority, or an option?
I don't think he misses me any more, and I don't think he ever will. If he thinks of my feelings the way he says he does, why do I feel like I'm no longer the forefront of his thoughts? Honestly I don't know any more, and I don't care as much either.
Day 74...
At the strangest moment, Temptation, Truth, Decision, Fear, Maturity, Pain, and Time all point fingers to the back door of my life. Confidence is chained to a chair. Regret is pushing me towards that door, but Energy, HighHopes and Motivation are holding me back, why?
What is wrong with me?
Why can't I follow my instincts for this one time?
Does he hate me that much that I can't fix things?
Day 74...could it be...that I don't love him any more?
Am I truly this unhappy?
Day 75...
Time For A Change
Day 103...
Party for the weak hearted
Day 111...
Am I close to accepting the fact that all he really want is space and can I cope with it any longer? I feel fine, for now.
Memory Lane outside my door. Memories sticks to my side.
Day 121...
Today was a good day. Christmas spirit has taken over now...late but it's here. I'm relieved...he misses me. Pride is making a fast recovery from now on.
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