Day 24...
Ok. I am pretty certain the urges to call or text him aren't there like they used to be, but how much longer must I be without him, and why do I feel like I'm being taught a lesson? Why does love always feel like you have to learn something? I thought love sets you free to do whatever you want.
Ok. Flight or Fight? Anger is pumped up...Temptation cheers Anger on! Decision & Maturity is waiting for the perfect moment. *feet and fingers tapping impatiently*
Day 25...
Uggh! Mother Nature is here. No wonder all my emotions feel smothered and bothered. :)
He told me that he is happy for me and sealed it with a kiss and I shouldn't forget it. I won't.
It confirmed for me that I haven't lost him completely.
Day 26...
Anger just wants to punch Maturity in the face...this might get really messy. Time is getting impatient by the second. 70% on school BS...20% just wants me to hit something, the other 10% reserved on the hopeful wish I can be somewhere else maybe one month from here.
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